Thursday, January 24, 2008

Jan 2008~~



I’m sick. And every time I’m sick, I know its God’s way to punish me for my sins. Yet, do I change to live by His law? Slowly maybe. Gosh, I can be so ignorant. I realized my ignorance especially when I’m sick. I guess a lot of us do. I always have the mood to write about faith and thoughts. But I guess writing alone is not sufficient to be a loyal follower. Yes, we heard the phrase Action Speaks Louder Than Words so many times it sounds like something lame. Something to ignore. I think this post sounds emotional somehow. I am not physically or emotionally angry at anyone except myself.

‘Ignorance is bliss’, a philosopher once said. But ignorance creates an unhappy place, where people don’t care about the poor, the environment, the Law of Creator, things that create happiness and serendipity. The fundamentals of life. Thank God not all of us are ignorant. They are still those who volunteer for the Red Crescent, donates money, even helping a blind man cross the roads shows we still have that basic moral values. But those who litters, who perform crimes and those who don’t even mind knowing what’s happening in the world are perfect examples of people whom take the saying to the heart. Pity them for being such an oxymoron.

This is my first post for the year 2008. Final year student. High expectation. Fear, adrenaline rush, mixed feelings to get through this year. Hopefully less drama, less gossiping session (heh) and a smooth journey to reach the end of the road. But I know life is no fairy tale. But I hope I can get through the year by being less ignorant and more optimistic towards life. Plus, have to tone down my think-too-much attitude because it’s simply tiring to me and others. Plus plus, I really really want a final year dinner to commemorate the end of my university years. Anyone to organize? =)