Hi.

I just feel like writing today.

2012 already cross the halfway mark.

I watched HIMYM (one of my fave series) just now where Ted and Marshall (and later Barney) will watch Star Wars trilogy every 3 years and predicted what they will become in the next three years (in career and personal life). And they didn't turn out to be right.

Suddenly I started reminiscing about the past and wondered if I ever make such prediction. Well, I have always expressed that I wanted to travel the world (which I am blessed to do each year since I have graduated) and be able to repay back my mom (which I hope I am able to contribute more and more each year by having a good paying job) but never in personal life. I don't have a cut-off date on when I should get married or have babies because those are very big milestones in anyone's life and I don't want to set any expectation.

And I don't want to do things just because the society expects me to do them. I am kind of a hippie in that sense. A bit rebellious in another term.

I wrote before that I was becoming an angry person. That was months back. Largely due to stress and fear. I still have mood swings every now and then, but I am a much happier person this time of the year. Life seems to be on track, and I am embracing the fact I will embark on that milestone I was talking about earlier. With someone who knows me very well and still want to be with me, despite all my flaws.

Ted, Marshall and Barney might be wrong in predicting their life in three years, but they all ended up with something better.

I hope I will too, by God's will :)