This post is dedicated to Abang Faiz, whom eagerly can’t wait for me to write about the updates of my life. He asked me to talk about LOVE. Again. Haha. So here goes another ranting about love Abang Faiz. Dedicated just for you.:p
Like I said before, talking about love will get you nowhere. Just try reading every article there are about this topic from Google. You’ll be wasting your life trying to define and find the meaning of this four sacred (or cursed) letter. Mostly, they come from experience(s). Well, when you are in love, it’s like it’s just the two of you in the world. Everything seems so right (although there are so many wrong things that you do) and you can’t stop thinking about that other person. The utopia of love. They can drive you crazy. Songs are written just to describe those feelings. You want to experience ‘When I Fall in Love”, “For Once in My Life”. “So Much in Love”, “Wonderwall” and this can lead to “Unfaithful” or “I Hate that I Love You” (Dang, I recalled Rihanna’s songs) and finally to either “I Do” or “First Cut is The Deepest”. Then, you either live happily ever after (with the songs of heartbreaks in between. Come on, life is not a fairy tale) or crying your eyes out and motivate yourself with “I Can Make It Through The Rain” and “Strong Enough” to move on with your life. Yes, songs definitely are a medium of expression. You can tell someone’s feelings through his / her music play list at the moment. Maybe to most people.
You want the happy ending right? But to achieve that, you just have to prepare for all these turbulences in between. Let they be insecurity, commitment phobic, long distance, the list is endless. You try to remind yourself over and over again not to give it all, not to trust someone so much it will endanger your state of mind. But all these quotes about losing your rationality when you are in love seem to make sense. You simply be irrational sometimes. Or most of the times. You try seeking for advises when you have problems in relationship. The cycle is almost the same with most people. Yes, this cycle determines the ending of your love story. For me, as long as it doesn’t involve cheating more than once (or maybe just simply cheating), abuse in any way or showing the wrong path of faith, it can still be saved. Perhaps.
Well, my main reason to write about this subject again is due to my never ending curiosity of love. Or maybe I am simply in love. If I am, I really want to make it lasts long. Marriage perhaps? Insyaallah. I hope this post keeps you happy Abang Faiz. Hehe. Can’t wait for your turn to talk about this topic :p.
For once in my life I have someone who needs me
Someone I've needed so long
For once, unafraid, I can go where life leads me
Somehow I know I'll be strong
For once I can touch what my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Someone warm like you
Would make my dream come true
For once in my life I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it hurt me before
For once, I have something I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore
For once, I can say, this is mine, you can't take it
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
I hope I will always have this feeling. Amin. =)
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2 months ago
15 comments:
reading at your incoherent expression of words, i love to assume that you fall in love again. lol. right? not?
congrats! if its right.
way to go! if its not yet. :P
"For me, as long as it doesn’t involve cheating more than once (or maybe just simply cheating), abuse in any way or showing the wrong path of faith, it can still be saved. Perhaps."
Ironic. I once stands with that principle, but mine cant be saved even though the principle keep going tough. So, the perhaps has been determined in mine. :P
Having said that, I can say that you're still naive. :P There's more consideration to be.. considered when you want to save a relationship, when the waves come.
Btw, wanna reveal who Abang Faiz? eheee... cmon share with us the good news!
Owh yes..I am naive...And I hope to stay that way (yeah, right..hehe)..Btw, Abg Faiz is not the guy to reveal..He's just so eager to see me tell the world about my happiness. Yes, I am 90% sure I am in love...I'm not used to PDA in writing...but I am indeed happy. I have concerns but I hope this will last long. Pray for me ok!
P/S: If I need advise(s), I can refer to u rite;p
just by reading the title of the post dah buat aku tsengih. apetah lagi reading throughout the whole post. tersengih x igt dunia.
i can see ur happy, and in love. ;-)
goodie2!!! sgt sukeeeee!!
oh bukan abg faiz rupenye yg jd pilihan hati ek? lol. serkap jarang jer aku neh.
bole2. anything can refer to me ;p
hehe...tq for reading piney...tulah..after soo long trying to find Mr Right, I hope this is the one..but too soon to judge maybe...but pray for me k;)..Jumpe kt Malaysia next week:p...And Tq Mr Re-Arrange (what is ur real name actually..hehe)..one day I'll tell all about him...:D
firstly, i'm flattered sbb ada org sudi men'dedicate'kan one whole topic for my enquiry, secondly, wwaaaauuuuwwww!!!! hahahaa... words which dressed up like a LOVEly day I say. 'RES.TEC.PA!'. frankly speaking... Aween, awak sound much more wiser than any other oldies out there, especially me, hahahaaa (aiii...).
kalau font tu boleh ada colour i guess colour dia dlm bentuk rainbow la kan?! floating all the way up to paradise. kalau aku jiwang dah lama tertitis air mata tumpang ke'happy'an Aween, but sadly, too tough for that, hahaaaa (joking)
one thing i can say is, never take things for granted, and ...'aaaaaamin' utk aween. Nak tunggu me talk about love... well, no need... u explained it waaaaay much better ;-D.
p/s: mr./ms. right is not to be found, but to be made... hehee
ceh.no wonder the post full with this 'hope' thingy.da found someone..
mana janji nak date ngan aku?da ade xle nak date.
Ngehehe..terharu sy bace abg faiznye komen:p...thanks..and yeah, there's no such thing as perfection...so we're going to create one by our definition..as long as it's perfect to us right?:)
p/s: Bilela nk mkn ns minyak abg faiz..kekeke:p
And payeh..ko pnah ajk ke g date..hee..sorry dorry..I want to read ur post with 'hope' too ;p
pergh..pretty detail and full of colours...
do not let go of the other hand until death do you apart...
just be urselves and ur gonna be find...try to love his/her weakness cause of that weaknesses, he/she being able to be with you...
and you'd be fine...though kita tak penah borak, i do think kitanye otak lebih kurang sama...haha...
last word, may Allah bless you..find that blessing, and nothing can stop you...insyaAllah...
^^
happy2 post aight. good for you. we all r happy for you too.
this will last long, amin. =)
by accepting imperfection, world will be a better place for love.
one day YOU have to tell us who's that superlucky guy, oke.
:D
how come aku tatau the song?
XD
someone told me once....there's never the RIGHT girl/boy....but there's the NOT SO WRONG girl/guy...
Yeah Paan, kte x pnah bborak tp our view is about the same. Great minds think alike:p
Zac, one day, one day:p
Mira..lagu tu lagu jiwang..lagu lame..Tony bennett and Stevie Wonder..hehe:p
Nisah, the not-so-wrong..hehe..I think that's true oso..It all comes to embracing imperfection:D
Jannah here... I'm stalking your blog. Good to know that you are in love. Your post makes me wish that I'm in love at this moment. But sad to say, I'm not. Don't forget to invite me for the nasi minyak whenever the majlis will take place. Just so you know, I'm bookmarking this blog so I can stalk you till the day you reveal the lucky guy ;p
If hanisah and fini are rading this post... HIIIII.... lame x denga cerite...
someone is in LOVE!woohooo...haha..will update my blog when u tell more bout ur LOVE!hahaha...jk..yeah..im starting to write again..ppfft~boring..:P take care!HILTON!!!
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